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Give me your pokemon OCs to draw.

they will be sketchy, maybe partially colored. these are being done for free so, yeah

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I just want to draw pokemon basically and can't choose out of the literal thousand options

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Includes pillowing, pond pony, and a few freebies. All can be found HERE


Archival link for the pillowing- here


Ones that can be sold have a price in their name, and as for trades I am looking for ART, not more characters UNLESS they are;


For art, will look for ability to draw anthro, quads, and humans.

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$15 for flat color character illustrations, example below


taking unlimited slots-hurricane is incoming and I'd like some more funds to prepare for the worst.

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news

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started new position, hopefully this goes well. got a tattoo I’ve been wanting since 2020, and healing is a bitch (: trying my best not to fuck it up at my new job, which involves a lot if picking up boxes and product and breaking down boxes. it’s simple, but very physical and after two months of medical leave i am not in great shape


yeah thats it i guess


heres the tattoo

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rambling

4 min read

no one ever responds to these so I don't really know why I bother but here we go


I've been on medical leave again, but for over a month and will be for the foreseeable future-at least until I get a transfer. For two weeks this month my mom was down visiting, so she helped me keep busy and keep my mind off of things, but now that she's gone it's been hard. I feel like a lazy sack of shit for not going back to work, but I honestly think that if I went back I would have only gotten worse with the break downs and self-harm ideations. It's just trying to convince my brain of that is really hard.


I've tried to be motivated to do art, but I'm going to be honest, it's hard to do anything related to the arpgs I'm in. Everything feels, kind of pointless. I don't really know what I want to do with any of my characters, including the two I have that I haven't even gotten approved for Staves Rest. I think part of it is that I'm afraid of getting sucked into GG or SR like I did with Wyngro, and I just can't do that again. Because I'm already getting bad memories, with certain things feeling clique-y, which is no one's fault but my own, but it still makes me feel bad, because I know I'll never fit in or have the same level of...community hype, I guess? It probably all boils down to jealousy, which is such a bad look but I just want to be honest about it. I've grown tired of lying, to myself and others. I wonder if part of the reason I struggle to do anything with my characters is because I just don't have that energy I had in college-nor do I necessary have the same environment/energy. It's one thing to doodle and draw in class surrounded by other art students, it's another to be by myself in a room all day and try to create anything. I also feel bad for what happened with Wyngro-part of that is likely to be the amount of money I spent in it. I don't want to repeat that with the new groups I'm in, can't afford it (not like I could afford it back then either but welp).


I hate how depressing this sounds, but it does feel kind of good to get it out.


I've debated starting over on deviantArt, or at least making a new side account for my more adult art (aka kink art I'm too afraid to post here).


I'm switching topics like wild but I also really wish I could sell commissions. I have them posted here but I don't know how to better put myself out there. Having the source of income would be such a huge relief since I haven't had any money coming in since mid December. And I'm not allowed to look for other positions within the company while on medical leave, which is irritating. Because I almost got a part time gig at a third party thing, but I had to stop for fear of getting in trouble, and I really liked what it was, too.


Guess you can say I'm bored. Nothing really gets me excited; and I feel bad for feeling that because I'm surrounded by options for self entertainment like video games and crafty activities. But I've just been playing Neopets as well as I can with the website half-functioning. I want to draw but nothing I start makes me want to finish it, and yeah sketching is nice but I want to feel that desire to finish a piece. Nothing is giving me that feeling.


I wonder if being off is doing more damage than good, but then I think of how little energy I had after work and before work and on my off days I felt like a zombie.


Ugh. I'm sorry for being so negative. If anyone actually reads this, please just, say hi or something in the comments. I would really appreciate it.

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